-I wish I liked jumping off cliffs/rope swings/etc. Yes I've been skydiving and bungy jumping, but jumping off heights with nothing attached to me is one step too far. Last summer I went with some friends to the Mona rope swing. There's two levels: scary and scarier. It took a lot of courage for me to even go off the short level. So why, why, did I let everyone convince me to go off the top jump? Oh, because I WISH I wasn't scared, and was tough and brave. Well, I jumped. I also got scared, closed my eyes, didn't hold on tight enough, went limp and skidded/whip lashed across the lake until the force of the water ripped the rope out of my hands. Oh yeah, I bet I looked real tough.
-I wish I liked horse back riding. (See previous post on why I don't) I think the idea of horse back riding is so fun, romantic, relaxing, etc. so I wish I enjoyed it. I want to so badly. I just can't.
-I wish I liked mountain biking. Last summer a couple friends and I went to Moab to camp and ride on the famous slick rock bike trail. The night we get there we decided to go on the practice loop. Well, about 3/4 of the way through I learned my bike is not a mountain bike. Hence why I was bouncing so high on every single bump. Why it was KILLING my legs to get up these stupid hills. And why going down the hills I felt like I was going to tip over. It was not fun, not at all. But I really wish I enjoyed that kind of thing. Even with the correct bike I didn't love it. I mean leisure bike riding is one of my favorite things to do, but this intense bike riding was just way too scary for me.
-I wish I liked snowboarding. I enjoy going down the hill, very slowly, no fancy work, no tricks, no nothing at all. Then I like sitting and resting for a while before I go down again. I wish I was courageous and wanted to try jumps and rails and all that stuff-but again, it doesn't even sound fun to me because all I can imagine is breaking something-and it's just not worth it to me.
So I decided I need to just accept the fact that extreme sports are not my forte. I'm not a fearless person. Maybe I'm a little too cautious, but that's just how it's going to be. I need to accept the fact that my favorite things to do are probably 95% the same as my Grandmothers'. They include:
-reading
-knitting
-watching my shows
-playing games
-doing puzzles
-running
-going to the beach/pool but mostly just relaxing
-hiking
-travelling
-leisure biking
Yeah, I sound SUPER boring. But I won't be so boring when all your other friends are in the hospital with broken limbs. Then you'll all be BEGGING me to do a puzzle with you.
Oh, and here's another one of my favorite things:
2 comments:
oh e-ri.
I need to accept all these things too. Being a puppy sucks. It also sucks not liking spicy things or guacamole. Really wish I liked these things and was cool. Damnit.
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